I have been terrified to get on the scale for the past few weeks. Afraid that I might see the horrible weight gain that I could feel. I've been upset with myself during these weeks, reverting to my old ways and bad habits.
I finally said fuck it and hopped on the stupid evil scale....
I haven't gained a single fucking pound. UGgghhggGGHHHH.
I hate myself for putting myself into mind torture.
Bye bye.