Tuesday, June 18, 2013

You know you need to go to bed when the internet is trying to convince you a dog's butt hole looks like jesus.

Done.
Right... So I guess I fail at this challenge.
Oh well, I'll keep going.

2.    Describe your dream/goal body.
I want my belly to be gone. I want my arms to be slim. I have never really been a fan of toned arms, but I'm afraid if I do nothing they will stay as blobs... 
I hate that my thighs touch. I'm pretty sure any dream I have of a thigh gap is just that a dream, though. I would at least like to have slimmer thighs if that is possible. 
The biggest thing is my belly and neck/gobbler area. If it weren't for these red areas, I probably wouldn't hate my physical self as much as I do.

I know the only way to make these issues disappear is to work on them, but I'm a quitter. 
I need somebody to push me.

Push meeee.

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Okay... I'm going to try this 80 Day Challenge that I found on Tumblr.
I don't want to post it on my tumblr just because.... Honestly I don't know, because I'm pretty sure this blog is linked to my tumblr.
So... A question a day + maybe some thoughts afterwards will do.


1.    Write your current stats: height, current weight and goal weight. Why are you losing weight?
5'3"
CW 145
GW 108
The same reason as most others. I can't stand looking in the mirror. I hate seeing myself in other's pictures. I truly hate how hard it is to get dressed. Like... Nothing looks good on me anymore. I feel like all I should be allowed to wear is a potato sack. I'm hideous.

I want results.
I'm hoping this will help motivate me.