I need to go to bed.
One moment I'm trying to be fine and act normally...
The next moment, I'm a hysterical mess.

Eugh.

I hate today.
Everything about it.
I've fucked up all day. I'm fucking up right now.
I want to rip my skin open or bash my head agains the wall.
I know it wont make anything better, but I'm so fucking frustrated.
I can't do anything right.
Ever.
I'm a failure.

Uggghhh.
FUCK! I hate this!

I want to curl up and never leave the house.
I know that wont happen.
I never want to eat again.
That's basically a joke.
I can't even harm myself.
I won't ever do anything right.
All this pent up anger and stress just makes me do and say idiotic things.
Lock me away.
I'm selfish. I fucking want to ugh.. I don't know.

Title cannot be blank?

 Is your UGW in an “unhealthy“ range of BMI?

Nope.

It's barely close to being underweight.

I hopefully still wont hate myself physically.

Uh, yeah.

Anyways... This is happening. They finally got the new english dubbed Naruto Shippuden episodes online and I'm catching up.

This episode is ridonk. 

Talking ninja ostrich?

Shino shows emotion?

I don't know if it's because it's nearly 2am or this episode is whack, but I cannot keep up with it.