I hate today.
Everything about it.
I've fucked up all day. I'm fucking up right now.
I want to rip my skin open or bash my head agains the wall.
I know it wont make anything better, but I'm so fucking frustrated.
I can't do anything right.
Ever.
I'm a failure.

Uggghhh.
FUCK! I hate this!

I want to curl up and never leave the house.
I know that wont happen.
I never want to eat again.
That's basically a joke.
I can't even harm myself.
I won't ever do anything right.
All this pent up anger and stress just makes me do and say idiotic things.
Lock me away.
I'm selfish. I fucking want to ugh.. I don't know.